So I thought I'd better introduce the blog, and the concept behind it. There are two people living in my head, and I think both had better tell you about themselves. [S: Worrying thought; who's doing the talking right now then. Maybe there's three and you only just noticed. Hahaha fail already!] I think the best way to do this is through a simple question and answer session. Here goes:
Q: Start with the easy ones... name? Shadowqueen
Rachel Elizabeth MacWilliam
Q: Ok, so tell us about your likes and dislikes...
Ok... um... well my favourite colour is orange, which is why I'm writing in it. I like elephants and feel-good stuff like rom-coms and chocolate and white wine and things like that. I don't don't like much to be honest.
Oh my god I thought we were going to descend into raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens then. Jeeeez. My favourite colour is purple. I dye my hair purple when Rachel's life allows, and she's not working or anything boring like that. I like wearing purple and black, making myself look different, standing out in a crowd. I guess I'm a total drama queen. Love being in the spotlight. As for my hates? I HATE chavs, and their stupid cars that they drive around in, I hate emos, and silly pink fluffy girls with little rats dressed up as dogs dressed up as ballerinas.
Q: Can you talk a little about your personalities and why they are what they are.
Well I'd like to say I am the predominant person here. After all I've been here longer. I am the birth personality. I tend to be very shy though and I hate it. In school I was the youngest in my class by a year and suffered for it as a result. I was apparently very clever and my classmates resented it. Therefore most of my school life was spend alone, reading or sitting by myself. I was so scared of being different, and I tried so hard to fit in. Thats where Shadowqueen came in.
Rachel started using internet sites, meeting people online who had no preconceptions of her. Her confidence grew, and she started creating a persona called "Shadowqueen" - moi 
After a while I started becoming more and more real. I started dressing the way I wanted to, instead of how Rachel wanted to. Whenever Rachel got scared of a situation she'd hand over to me and I'm amazing because I don't care what people think of me. I like it when they stare and point. I have a huge "F*** Off" sign on the top of my head and people know better than to challenge me. In the meantime I get to wear awesome and beautiful OTT clothes.
When I'm really comfortable and safe-feeling then I emerge a lot more. Only a few special people see me these days.
So thats me in a very quick nutshell. Speaking as an outsider, Rachel is the soppy cutesy one and Shadows the bitchy one. Sticks claws into people whenever she sees a weakness and constantly has a shield up. If she drops it, she has an alternative motive.
This blog is to chart the power struggle between Shadowqueen and Rachel and try to convey some idea of how they live their lives
